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Remembering takes time

Practice takes patience and poise. Yet I clamber around making a tremendous amount of noise. Is the art mine, or am I the art's? I've ...

This song was one of the first written in this vibrant budding future I am building. It's about the unmasking process I've undergone since being able to put a name to my chaotic brilliance. Autism.

This name has started a journey that I feel so grateful to unpack as I relearn and integrate this empowered knowledge into my sphere of creation.

Autism is but one of my many gifts. One that without understanding or awareness of I struggled for much of my life.

This is the year I made a conscious choice to turn it around, claim the wisdom that connected to the quirks and oddities that once plagued me.

Now, feeling inspired and delighted by these qualities I feel more connected to my creation than all the years of hiding combined.

I am so grateful for your grace and belief in me this year.

I plan to ease back into my presence here with minimum of a weekly video. I finally have a stable space in the physical and in the mind to let me spirit soar through the sonic boom that is my being.

I love you.
Keep going.
Love,
Maria

***the behind the scenes gives you insight into my weird goofy self and one of my favorite humans to work with, Matt Olson.

Healing starts with looking at where you don't want to look.

The Human Condition

The human condition, it is all state of mind...

Magic lives in you

Led by air, I've always been fascinated with the sky.

Before the song meets the Band (Maria Zepeda Originals) Broke

It wasn’t until I had experienced the sexualizing and exploitation of my eight-year-old body by a favorite family member that I truly learned to fear my voice and hide my truth. Being dismissed by male figures throughout my life suppressed this voice and truth.

It has taken me years to get to this point where I feel safe in myself to share the product of these wounds and that magic I have made them into.

Layered through lives

To know my creation has been to know me with a guitar in my hand.

My creation is so much more than that.

I desire to show you through this space and beyond.